It isn't like that. I made a choice to become that monster, you didn't. Saitou, as well. I can't speak for him, but I can say it's not about trust or confidence, it's about knowing you have to live with the consequences of your actions. I can't let my decisions shut me down and prevent me from continuing to do what I'm living for. Don't think because you were forced to endure something you've never had to and couldn't do it the same way as the two of us have means that we have something you don't.
Besides, my own way of handling it very may well have made it worse for you to experience. I've only dealt with the bloodlust once so far—if you received even half of the withdrawal from that course of action, you should be proud a lock kept you away from others.
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It isn't like that. I made a choice to become that monster, you didn't. Saitou, as well. I can't speak for him, but I can say it's not about trust or confidence, it's about knowing you have to live with the consequences of your actions. I can't let my decisions shut me down and prevent me from continuing to do what I'm living for. Don't think because you were forced to endure something you've never had to and couldn't do it the same way as the two of us have means that we have something you don't.
Besides, my own way of handling it very may well have made it worse for you to experience. I've only dealt with the bloodlust once so far—if you received even half of the withdrawal from that course of action, you should be proud a lock kept you away from others.