[ Ivan would not even know how to reply if Hijikata had mentioned that. A pocket watch may have been thrown against a wall upon reading those words. ]
No, you really did. If it wasn't for your words earlier, I think things would have been a lot worse for us. Only I could protect Barnaby in the situation we were in. I had to trust that I could because there was no one else, and I had to do something to avoid a worse fate for him... even if it's something I wished I didn't do...
Even if I also really, really wanted to at the time... For both things. It's confusing. (;.///.)
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Um, I don't know if anyone has tired, but drinking your own blood to stop a blood craving doesn't help at all. It makes things worse.
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No, you really did. If it wasn't for your words earlier, I think things would have been a lot worse for us. Only I could protect Barnaby in the situation we were in. I had to trust that I could because there was no one else, and I had to do something to avoid a worse fate for him... even if it's something I wished I didn't do...
Even if I also really, really wanted to at the time... For both things. It's confusing. (;.///.)
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Um, I don't know if anyone has tired, but drinking your own blood to stop a blood craving doesn't help at all. It makes things worse.