[ he doesn't know what to say when it's put like that even though he also doesn't know the supposed small difference mentioned. still, something about it said like that pricks his shyness because why why why he shouldn't be. as much as Hijikata realizes it makes him feel really happy to have Kondou's attention he knows the others need him more.
to argue with him, though, seems so pointless so instead with him looking down now he only can reach to wrap his hand around the other's now and keep it like so because whatever Kondou's keeps brushing up against his, anyway, and now holding his hand is an extra good distraction to focusing his feelings towards. ]
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[ he doesn't know what to say when it's put like that even though he also doesn't know the supposed small difference mentioned. still, something about it said like that pricks his shyness because why why why he shouldn't be. as much as Hijikata realizes it makes him feel really happy to have Kondou's attention he knows the others need him more.
to argue with him, though, seems so pointless so instead with him looking down now he only can reach to wrap his hand around the other's now and keep it like so because whatever Kondou's keeps brushing up against his, anyway, and now holding his hand is an extra good distraction to focusing his feelings towards. ]